Saturday, July 17, 2010

descent into sanity...

Laistrygonians and Cyclops, wild Poseidon - you won't encounter them

unless you bring them along inside your soul,

unless your soul sets them up in front of you.

Thursday, July 15, 2010

Mayonaise

Fool enough to almost be it

Cool enough to not quite see it

Doomed.

Pick your pockets full of sorrow

And run away with me tomorrow


June.


We'll try and ease the pain


But somehow we'll feel the same


Well, no one knows


Where our secrets go


I send a heart to all my dearies


When your life is so, so dreary


Dream.


I'm rumored to the straight and narrow


While the harlots of my perils


Scream.


And I fail


But when I can, I will


Try to understand


That when I can, I will.

Mother weep the years I'm missing,

All our time can't be given


Back.


Shut my mouth and strike the demons


That cursed you and your reasons


Out of hand and out of season


Out of love and out of feeling


So bad


When I can, I will


Words defy the plan


When I can, I will


Fool enough to almost be it


And cool enough to not quite see it

And old enough to always feel this

Always old, I'll always feel this

No more promise no more sorrow

No longer will I follow

Can anybody hear me

I just want to be me.

When I can, I will

Try to understand

That when I can, I will.

SP.

Monday, July 12, 2010

Pain has an element of blank

Pain has an element of blank;
It cannot recollect
When it begun, or if there was
A time when it was not.

It has no future but itself,
Its infinite realms contain
Its past, enlightened to perceive
New periods of pain.

the inimitable ED